Its official now, my heart's broken. she tried her best but its tough to hurt someone delicately, its hard enough to say the words. oh wow, the pain is funny, kinda stops in my throat, twists my stomach and forces outward calm, as if i listen to someone other than myself. the void, its over, i wonder if i can feel the ice in my center, if i can ever warm it again, melt it a little, burn it, anything, anything to feel again...